Don’t-have-the-time-for-it-lazyness
I really really really like to get my page done properly anytime soon….
But, as a full time single mom, I just don’t seem to have the time for it. I get up in the morning 07:00 (Who decided that kids have this biological rythmthat starts at bloody 7? And why dont school anticipate & try to stimulate a 24/7 economy by starting at 10 (at least) 07:00 my bio rythm makes my brain disfunctional at 07:00. I’m looking for tea-bags in the fridge, I’m not capable of answering difficult questions (or actually any question at all) and I wish my boyfriend sweet dreams as he hits of for work. Then I rush of to school, kid under my arm, coz ‘plz hurry up, we’re getting late’. No matter what time I get up, for some reason I find myself always at least 5 min. short in time. Kid (yes, he’s got a name…Merlijn fyi) just about in time at school, Mom def gonna be 5 min late. And whilst cycling my longs out (to save 2 louzy minutes), I’m checking practically every clock I pass. Thing is, in Amsterdam, I leave home 08:25m, you pass the first bridge at 14:10, the second trafficlight at 11:48, by the time I’m half way it’s 15:06, at the corner where I turn right it’s 02:19, to arrive at the office at 09:03. Shit, 3 minutes late again.
Same goes when I finish working. Always compensating at least the 3 minutes that I lost in the morning (which, for some reason always end up to be 10 minutes) Hop on bike, cycle till my legs are killing me. Rush, rush rush. Get kid, supermarket, cook, trip over hungry cats, practically break my neck, change the timetable and feed cats first. Restart cooking, move stuff from one side of the kitchen to the other (instead of just doing the dishes). Finally get diner finished, sit around the table and we eat. So from hopping on my bike to the table takes me about 75 minutes. Then the diner takes about just as long. Also naturally progammed: Kids eat slow. But I mean real sllllllloooooooooooooow. Why? As a kid you have to spend so much time sleeping, you need al the time you can get to enjoy your youth (before you know it, youre old like me) So why didn’t nature progam them to very slowly make a mess of the house and very quickly finish their plate? Or at least my kid.
Anyways… I just don’t seem to find the time to get meself a proper weblog. (neither do I find myself hardly any time to do vacuumcleaning, dishes, cleaning up, administration and so on. Thank god for my Virgo signed boyfriend.)
So, I hope you have a lil/lot more patience before I really go loose over here…
See ya soon.
(Wierd thing is, there always seems to be the time to cook a very nice meal, have a glass of wine with one of my friends, have sex with boyfriend, keep track of my facebook or watching foolish youtube vids….)
xoxoR